Just Me, Maria, Myself

2011-01-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

i know i've not been updating for more than 2 years... so here i am... :)Just feel like pen-ning some thoughts here.While i was running , clearing my mind... i still can't stop myself from thinking of you...thinking why would on earth i would have to fall for someone like yousomeone whom i regard as a fren, sometimes a family...i know Allah has helped me once, and showed you the right pathbut

2009-02-23T11:50:00.002+08:00

Great, just great.March is a crucial month for me cos:1) i had to spend about $180 to practice the driving circuit2) another $120 for the driving test3) $400 to save for the holiday trip with rad n others4) oh yah had to pay $164 for my credit card bills. duno what did i spend?haiz! money, please fall from the sky. im begging u!

2009-02-18T16:56:00.002+08:00

More reasons to keep a healthy lifestyle?this is especially to my girl friends... wanna try this out? found out about this when i was trying to get info on how much does fico charge for its courts. haha... mebbe we should try this out next year or something.. *winks*click here-> Diva La Futbol.can treat this as a reason to practice futsol often no? but i guess we need to keep a substantial amount

2009-02-12T15:50:00.003+08:00

"Weird Calls @ Work"I was made the unofficial "operator" at my workplace. so there were some times when i received weird calls from people. for example:Scenario 1:Caller: (she sounds like an adult) Hi, would you know how can I be a Singapore N.etball player?Me: (oh no, dun tell me its another weird call?) Hi, ok... to be a Singapore Player, you were either have to go through selection trials from

2009-02-09T17:13:00.013+08:00

My new addiction...I can't have enough of korean dramas! argh!This guy has been my favourite since i watched one of his movies (during CNY becos i was bored at home) which was called "baby and me" presenting my new addiction, Jang Geun Suk (baby-faced 22 yr old korean actor- but in korean terms he's 23 years old. yup, they're considered 1 year old during birth - duno why?)watched this movie

2009-02-02T14:23:00.002+08:00

i'm on my first mc of the year! woo hoo...kinda infected with the cold from my manager and my neverending food spree (fried food). the funny thing is my manager refuse to use the mc to stay at home and went to work instead. thanks ar, because of her i'm sick too!so, i'm rotting at home right now sleeping and reading book. my body stiffens from the muscle pain because of yesterday's exercise

2009-01-28T17:38:00.001+08:00

long and fun weekendhad a great time last weekend thanks to the gang. I am really grateful for this friendship all this while. And thanks for entertaining my craps guys.Netball session was great! And we’re not that “headless chickens” anymore according to fana. Haha. I think we’re more organized this time round. Yeah! Suffered some bruises and a twisted ankle from a fall. But I kinda like it cos

2009-01-28T16:56:00.002+08:00

Some things are just hard to be justifiedWell, in life we have choices but not many people are concern about the justification issues despite several reasoning. How can we change this mind concept without being labeled as an unfair person? And without leaving out anyone who might be interested in the objects that we’re intending to do. In the end some people might understand while others might

2009-01-22T10:44:00.006+08:00

unfinished agendai sat on the Exco meeting of my organisation last night and i was doodling some unfinished agenda for the gang's involvement in c.ontiki b.each netball festival. haha, the Exco was discussing, or shall i say "gossiping" about something which i know i should'nt write in the minutes. somehow, they were taken aback when they saw me writing endlessly on my note pad and told me, "

2009-01-20T11:15:00.004+08:00

my friend's online blogshophey there,please check out my friend's first blogshop. there's a variety of cute n pretty dresses with affordable prices... just click over the pic below yeah, there's nothing to lose to see :)! ps: fancy using her sister as the model.. i find it a good idea ley... :Ppps: should i open up a blogshop too? maybe i can use it to rent out all my books.. haha!

2009-01-15T12:11:00.006+08:00

My New Year Resolution??I know it is too late to talk about this but waddaheck right. haha. its still early 2009 and i don't think its wrong to think about my resolutions right now. hahai was reading wak's blog some time ago and something he said made sense to me. i think its more practical for us to set a monthly and easy resolutions rather than setting big resolutions which we know we cannot

2009-01-13T23:53:00.003+08:00

new background alas!as a twilight saga freak, i'm proud to present "twilight" as my current blog layout. changed the song to "unbeautiful" by Lesley Roy. check the lyrics out. this song somehow relates to one of the stories of twilight saga. haha even the singer's voice sounds like the actress who played bella.UnbeautifulDon't hang up, can we talk?So confused, it's like im lost.What went wrong?

2009-01-12T18:20:00.005+08:00

the gang's first netball sessionit was the first time for me to coordinate something for the gang. learnt my lesson cos all of them were late! oklah, altho there's hiccups here and there, we managed to enjoy our "practice" session don't we? haha!i don't really get to run a lot yesterday cos my thigh had problems again. its maybe due to the lack of warming up and cooling down exercises that SHOULD

2009-01-05T15:19:00.003+08:00

B.each Netball Festival Updates!to my suprise, the gang's support for this event is overwelcoming! thanks guys for your interest... haha... im organizing a practice session this sunday at kallang netball centre, 2-4pm... so please join.. i noe all of you have agreed to join.. tapi mana tau ada last minute tak jadi dtg... Nozie! u must come ok! haha... (psst, nozie actually wana be in my team cos

2008-12-29T15:31:00.009+08:00

First "B.each N.etball Festival 2009"Hey guys (for those numbers who're reading my blog - God knows who, haha),Well, basically i'm not trying to promote on behalf of my organisation or what nots la, just wana share something hip and sporty to you sporty/outgoing people out there about this pioneer beach netball event which will be held in Sentosa in Mar 2009.This is not a really competitive event

2008-12-25T21:50:00.007+08:00

sorry for the once in a blue moon updates... actually i dont have anything fun or exciting to update about because my life has not been utilised to the absolute exposures. been reading the twilight series books and it has been occupying my free time; that inludes my sleep as well. and its not helping me wake up early to work and improve my daily lateness to work. oh wells. there's nothing i can

2008-12-02T01:05:00.003+08:00

just another day...just one more day before the big day comes.. nope, its not my wedding morons.. haha..life is pretty much mundane recently.. been mugging non-stop since last week and my brain's gonna explode soon.. because ive been going for classes on a part time basis, therefore my own-self studying is kinda "part-time" too. unlike secondary school/poly days, u still have a teacher to review

2008-11-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

well, just some entry before im heading to the big war exam...what is it like to be a singaporean?-we're born-we go to school-we take o-levels-we go either JC/Poly/ITE-we might go for a higher education-we get a job-we get married-we buy a HDB flat-we have 2 children at least-we get old and retired-and then we dieisn't it so boring? why must life be this way?why can't the society be a lil bit

2008-10-29T00:43:00.008+08:00

"Aik, Raya haven't finish yet ar?"i stole some pics from fana's blog on the day that my friends visited my house. for the first time i tried to cook something for them. but because yat was scared that he could have "berak2" if he eats my cooking so decided to leave the job to my mum instead. muahaha, cari alasan aje!and that's the people who visited my crib. one by one couple of multi-coloured

2008-10-24T00:38:00.009+08:00

"kenangan masa lalu" hahai was looking thru the old photos in my home comp and to my suprise, i still kept the raya pics of 2003 with the silat people.. wana see some? kwang3..just lookit my size... kire da Alhamdulillah badan mcm gini.. hahaha.. rad is still the same.. :) she claimed that she sewed her raya clothes and i just laughed at her. but actually its true that she can sew!i still

2008-10-23T16:27:00.005+08:00

i've just discovered this intelligent website where it can transform your picture image into some funny background. i know some people had known this eons ago.. haha.. but waddaheck.. here's some pics for your viewing pleasure (sorry, im using office comp so the pics are quite old already hahaha) hmm.. somebody's painting a potrait of me.. haha i was randomly clicking this pic and suprisingly it

2008-10-04T01:40:00.003+08:00

i was tagged by prof fana. actually i duno why the hell she put "ur tagged!" until i saw yat's blog.. since i can't really sleep rite now might as well i just do this.5 things I was doing 10 years ago:-watching football as it was the world cup year. haha. i still remembered it was france 98! kecoh satu block pekik-ing sana sini... and i ended up with dark circles around my eyes when going to

2008-10-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Minnal Ai'dil Walfa'izin WalMaqbuleen"Like everybody else, I would like to start my entry by wishing u all (muslims) selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan BatinAs usual, raya this year was not as joyous as my previous hari rayas as a kid. instead of getting green packets, i had to fork out my moolahs for the kidz duit zakat instead (but of cos dengan hati yang ikhlas la

2008-09-24T23:54:00.003+08:00

"maria's doink moments"ok best, since my blog-ders (which consist of yat and fana and sometimes nozie << ni bunyi mcm best in singapore and JB and sometimes Batam; but thats not the point haha) read my blog and motivated me to update my doink moments, here's part of it. haha..1) maria's raya preparationchocolate cookies done, baju done but one thing i've forgotten to buy was the tudung! since my

2008-09-24T01:13:00.002+08:00

latest earworm...Novela Cinta by Ross (Revalina)Sehitam awan di sanaBermurung kerna cintaResah jasad melunturketika nafasku bersamanyaSeluas awan di sanaMenuntun seribu harapanJika dapatku capai, maka saktilah hamba...Masih ada lagi cinta di hatikuUtuh menanggung rinduSetiaku hanya padamuCinta kita tak terbatas waktu...Andai kasih kita tak bisa bertahandan beku dalam kenanganDalam dada ada

2008-09-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

"Geylang Si Paku Geylang"went to geylang for the first time this year. its my least favourite place in singapore but wattodo i've got no other place to buy my baju raya except at geylang lor.my first stop was at tanjong katong complex (or "yokoso" in my grandmother's dictionary. and i dun even noe why she called it yokoso.. it sounds like japanese word to me). its common for people to go "first

2008-09-09T12:22:00.003+08:00

after a week of constant long hours of work finally the toil is over... P&G became the champions after beating world no. 10, Botswana. Two years' champs Singapore got last btw. hmmpersonally, this year is my least favourite year for the nations cup. added that Singapore has lost, ticket sales gone down (i know this is random) and singapore might jump down in the world ranking.been working from

2008-08-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

i'm still at the office now at 8.23 pm but doing work make me feel hungry for God knows why. So decided to update a lil bout myself. I didnt even check my blog yet. haha.Today feels like a running errand day for me. 10am went to raffles place to meet my treasurer to sign cheques as he took half day and cannot meet me in the afternoon. 12pm-1.30 pm lunch at leisure park with claire (my new

2008-06-17T17:30:00.004+08:00

my manager is not around right now so its time to curi tulang! but then again i had to work till about 7.30 today because im waiting for my hon sect to come and sign my documents.. that's what life is.talking about life made me realise how short my life's going to be. day by day we spend it doing nothing but torturing ourselves but we had no choice and had to endure the norms of life! that's what

2008-06-07T23:29:00.003+08:00

FYI im not dead yet just brain dead. that is. currently having my dreadful exams - 2 financial modules go figure and that results in daily consumptions of panadols - seems addicted to them anyhoo. i miss execising! been staying at home everyday staring books since 10 ten days ago. feel like admitting defeat but i don't wana lose this battle right. *slams face on the books*

2008-02-22T16:15:00.003+08:00

I'm all alone in the office (my manager took leave)... but i'm so lucky to be accompanied by my new phone... hehe...amacamzzz.. nice or not? winks*since i'm in the office, I can't upload pix for now...so my boss just emailed all of us that we'll be having "world bowling tournament" which is actually our inter department fun bowling "tournament". But the funny thang was he gave us this funny group

2008-01-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

yooo hooo!my dear lend me his PSP for as long as i like! hahaha.. no lah, 2 days only...but still i'm so happy...cozzzzmuahahhahaha! main smpai battery low plak..and i'm so touched that he took the time and effort to make a special DIY gift for me. sooooo touched to tears. thanks dear, appreciate it lots. :) my personalised pink frame with our kental botanic garden picture in it :P... a

2008-01-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

firstly, check out mr. paul twohill's song in my blog yaw... :)here i am now... this very moment!one year older soon... so did i achieved anything i wanted at this age?I wishI could smile moreand Cry lessI wish all my sorrows will go awayjust go away with the windand don't bother me againI'm tired of all these difficulties in lifeCan't life get any better than this?I see other people happy with

2008-01-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

Ultimate Effect of long holidaysan overLOADED in trayits too overloaded and it cracked quite some time ago. if you notice, there's a masking tape pasted beside the "IN" word. lol.just for fun though... wanna list out the pending work to do:1) book flight ticket for the new australian coach (my boss told me to do this since before christmas) and i have'nt got her personal details yet. my

2008-01-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2008!Its time to make new resolutions again! but for me, my new resolutions were set to replace the undone ones i made last year. dank... nak kurus? never lose weight at all! save more money? not a single cent in my savings account (when i actually open up another account to save - end up used up the money in it instead haha). Learn driving (haiyah!!!). Pass all my level 2 ACCA

2007-12-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

materialistic worldwhy do every expensive gadget comes in nice pink? And it comes with different shades of pink too.. like:1. Metro Pinkeven comes with cute pink accessories2. Rose Pink3. Baby Pinksigh.. bilakah aku akan dapat memilikimu... haha.. =)

2007-12-25T07:39:00.000+08:00

My Christimas Festive Season Shopping Guilty SplurgeBelieve me this is just PART of my shopping (and that does not include the turtle behind the bag-just to make the bag stand la haha). This was done on Christmas eve which is yesterday. Retail therapy is just really what I need after being deprive from a shopping spree nearly one whole year. sampai nak beli kasut pon tak cukup duit tau. its all

2007-10-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

i've not been updating for so long and even forget my password. how great.anyway I hope its not too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all the muslims out there. i know da basi dah haha aru nk ucap hari raya. well, better late than neverraya this year has been mendak for me. if its not because of my mum.. been dreading this coming thursday though, the 1st november. the day she's going for another

2007-08-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

woahhh!!!its really been damn long since i last blog. why? is my life that mundane already?Firstly i'm so sad cos there's no more harry potter! had never read the series before till my colleague psycho me to read and insist that the stories are nice! so because of curiosity i borrowed her books and end up having sleepless nights (and coming to work super late everyday.) haha! finish the whole

2007-07-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

finally got myself a new blog skin.realised that mr. paul twohill is no longer my idol ever since he dissappeared. haha.. probably he owns a pet barber shop as a dog hair-stylist.anyway, clean white n lil amount of pink as my new choice of blog skin.updates from yours truly:1) caught Transformers, and Die Hard 4 recently. both are damn nice to watch especially Transformers. and i love bumble bee!

2007-06-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

After so DAMN long of mugging, I seriously need a break. Finally the damn draggy exam ended on 13th June. Had no choice but to go back at work. A reality that i had to face. Sometimes I don't know bloody why i chose this kind of path. Tortured myself to study and work at the same time. Sacrificed my time and money for that too. and the results are expected to be DISSAPPOINTING. tak sah kalau tk

2007-06-14T17:22:00.000+08:00

I SCREWED UP MY 2.4 PAPER! NUFF SAID :(ps: fantastic 4 (2) is not that fantastic.

2007-06-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Im back..err.. not really.. took my first paper just now at Singapore Expo... which is quite terrible i must say... the hall was the coldest i've ever entered.I think i've lost my enthu in blogging...because of this stupid exam, i missed:-helping out with netball superleague (last semis match on saturday at bedok sports hall includes vipers vs marlins - the strongest teams-- i missed watching

2007-05-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

Hip Hop my blog is not dead.sorry for the lack of entry. my bad.pretty busy with daily life routine. work. bf. study. sleep. eat. n wat nots.anyways take care people.im on the mission to lose a few kilos.eh, wish me luck with my exams.killer papers. that was what they described.haiz.i need more time!bye :(

2007-04-05T11:33:00.000+08:00

Everybody should at least daydream once a day don't u?haha.. here's mine:what happen IF i have 1 million bucks..I will quit my job right awayHave a one year holidayFocus on my studies; take extra module per semTake up laser treatment for my short-sighted eyes! no more contact lenses!Go for slimming treatment. Haha.Take up driving license within one monthbuy a car! (that's important)go for a

2007-03-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

disaster is coming your way.. haha! this one just after watching TMNT with rad, al and my boo... TMNT sucks!

2007-03-29T23:40:00.000+08:00

How to make good brownies.... 1 1/4 cup of flour1 cup of brown sugar2 large eggs6 ounce of baking chocolate1/2 cup of butter1 tsp of vanilla essence1 tsp of baking powder1 packet of hersheys for delicious topping!and...12 ounces of companion1/2 dozen of love300 grams of happiness12 ounces of laughterhehe...here's some pics of me and him baking brownies at his house! ouh that's cookie monster's

2007-02-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

neo print craze...believe me, fadilah's been bugging me to give her share of photos of these below cos i said i wanna scan it. this was like in august last year.. she just got married bout two weeks ago.. haha! org tu mintak sampai dia da kawin lum bagi2 gambar2 ni.. lol! This was during rad's 21st birthday.. she wanna catch her first R21 movie but apparently her beloved has'nt reached 21 yet!

2007-02-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

i'm really tempted to change job when i started to look at jobsDB website again! after so long im finally looking at some of the jobs posted which usually will be mailed to my yahoo account that i will only check once every 3 months. haha, my yahoo account is only for junk mails.man... i'm looking at the attractive salary advertised there. mostly started at $1.8k! which is like much higher than

2007-02-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

darn! i forget that i need to use E-mail to log in instead of username AGAIN! stupid blogger. can u just eliminate the old blogger sign in option? its so redundant. hah! haha.anyways my office is back to the quiet atmosphere. the thing about my colleagues was when I'm able to stay in the office for lunch duty there're always here sitting and talking around and instead of going at 12 (which is the

2007-02-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

this new version of blogger thingy is really confusing. sometimes i don't know if i should sign in by using a username or my e-mail. and i've always forget that i opted to use the beta version which they've strike out as beta.so guess what. nearly half of my colleagues are on half day leave today. they went to johor for some cny shopping and i never knew about it. yeah. cos i never speak their

2007-01-17T12:38:00.000+08:00

I was chatting online with angelia when she called my hp. wat the.haha.anyway besides that point finally i have him to accompany me lunch today (even though only for an hour).and besides writing pointless stuff in my blog; since i have free time (all my colleagues went out for lunch rite now. can party for one hour)and there's nobody inside the office and yet i can hear somebody typing /

2007-01-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

Woots...been quite long since Ive last updated.To say, I got sick easily just by mentioning the word COMPUTER.So yeah, at home now. crazy or what?Had fun yesterday with the dudettes and the dudes when at first I thought it will be a boring outing since nearly half of us don't really know each other much.it was all rad and her man's idea so initially we thought of going to sentosa to rilek2 around

2006-12-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

its the raining season... that means:- should stay at home- watch tv- sleeping comfortably with a warm blanket- just lazying around lah!but what a day! its nice weather but I was at the wrong place!was at work! bah!anyway met angelia and candy despite the heavy rain yesterday to pay our ftc fees and SHOP! woo hoo! but am not too happy either. $858.50 bucks just flew away like that. sobs.to sum it

2006-12-10T02:48:00.000+08:00

woooo hoooo!what a hectic week!started off with exams on monday and tuesday. can say this is the worst exam i've ever had. about 3000 people taking the exam with me at singapore expo. yes, i'm the crazy thing taking ACCA. what was i thinking man? ahaha.took IS paper on monday. it requires general knowlegde and common sense. so much of stuying cheong-ly but yet the paper come out liek that. i was

2006-11-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

i just came back from sports expo just now. was really exhausted and hungry. although the only thing i did there was to promote our netball events and courses. usually just stand up or sit down. itu pon penat haha!anyway some pics for todaythis guy in the wheelchair is the man who "travelled" or something like did a challenge for himself by going around the world in his wheelchair. his name was

2006-11-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

First and foremost. salam to all who've been coming down here to read up something about me but yet i've posted anything since eons ago.well, firstly theres nothing much interesting to post about.secondly been busy studying (yes syahEEd, u shut up dragonbol! :P)thirdly there's something wrong in my shoutbox. so i changed it to slim version. weird huh. i wonder how come dani can post a comment

2006-11-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

new words for 2006TESTICULATING - Waving your arms around and talking Bollocks.BLAMESTORMING - Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible.SEAGULL MANAGER - A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. ASSMOSIS - The process by which people seem to absorb success and advancement by sucking up

2006-10-31T14:02:00.000+08:00

I've only had 33 days left to EXAMS. ACCA exams to be exact but haven't start revising yet. oh God, what will happen to me.the thought of paying over SGD 600+ AGAIN for the papers if i failed (damn expensive) really scares me. So by hook or by crook gonna start today. gonna start scarifiying:-talking on the phone at night-watching korean shows every night on you tube-watching porns? haha.-

2006-10-27T12:00:00.000+08:00

weird / unusual stuff thats happened to me these few days:there's only $1.92 left in my bank account rite now.my mgr's ram was taken out by "someone" during the hari raya hols. and we were damn suprised. like my office room which i shared with my manager is the only locked door n yet "somebody" came in and took only the ram which is inside the CPU. no money/laptop stolen though. weird. oh yah the

2006-10-25T02:12:00.000+08:00

mintak mak kueh sepotong..saya mahu makan kerna perot kosong!haha. lagu old skul.erm... i'm maybe a lil too late to say this compared to million bloggers out there...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRIMINNAL AIDIL WALFA'IZIN WAL MALBUULEEN...AMINNN...so how's your raya people? i'm sure its a nice one.tak kira tua atau muda, miskin atau kaya, kita sama2 menyambutnya dengan hati yg ikhlas dan terbuka.

2006-10-20T15:12:00.000+08:00

hari raya pending list:1) shoes. nearly forgotten about them. else i only have slippers to go with2) tudungs.3) batteries. for my camera.4) foundation (not really for hari raya though haha)5) green packets for my grandparents6) cookies that i've yet to make. argh so no time.7) crackers that i wana buy in geylang but got no time to go there.8) change ma bedsheet.9) mop my house10) daun ketupat.

2006-10-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

i'm so darn happy.got myself a digicam (at last!) at an affordable price.but that means i had to part with my hard earned savings. argh!talking about savings, need to remind myself to save 200 bucks more next month.and that means = NO SHOPPING FOR NEXT MONTH!boo hoo! just when i saw some nice tops in ESPRIT. damn u. coming up with such nice clothes this season when i had no money. sigh.i saw

2006-10-08T02:04:00.000+08:00

i took this pic "yesterday"at punggol lrt station going home. heard that the psi reached 140 which is quite dangerous. and what bothers me is that...why YOU BLOODY SMOKERS STILL DARE TO SMOKE WHEN THERE'S BLARDY HAZE POLLUTING THE AIR? ARSH HOLES!argh, i could'nt take it.btw for the first time i saw abg nana's baby girl and family during women's day out yesterday. she's such a darn cute baby!

2006-10-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

i've been having late nights catching the drama series of goong (its hook-able!) and also helping that marsh-pot finding a suitable skin for his blog. so much of "help" alas he chose this instead of this. haha. the latter is my testing2 blog. thanks eh for making me sleep so late. hmph!i have this eye bag which can't be covered by a conceiler anymore. darn. i kept crying while watching the last

2006-09-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

Lo and Behold...My new obsession! hahaha! its Kim Jung Hoon aka Prince Yul from the new korean drama, Goong (Palace)Its a typical comic-book-turn-drama story where there's this commoner girl who was bethrothed by her grandfather to marry the future crown prince, who was supposed to be yul. but his dad died when he's still young so the new crown prince is his cousin. unfortunately he fall in love

2006-09-22T00:57:00.000+08:00

"love is nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, its what you are expected to give - which is everything."some quotes i get from my msn contacts.but i think its kinda one sided. it should be done this way."love is selfish. you must expect to get and not to give everything blindly."its sad but true.--------usually i off the volume of my computer when i'm surfing blogs but this time

2006-09-21T02:02:00.000+08:00

alas...after a few "years" of procrastinations, decided to change a new layout. inspired by TWOHILL of course.but i dun like red colour that much so here we have pink and black stripes instead. how? nice or not?sorry for those who're having trouble seeing this. just say LUCKY its not black and white stripes. hahaha!something which ponders me:- im sucky at directions- i don't even know that

2006-09-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

would'nt it be fun having a random guy out there trying to be close to you?we could just say to ignore it but what if the guy is darn cute? cannot ignore right? hahahaha, but must play the game right or else you will hurt yourself.to my friend, try to think of what you really want. about the consequences and stuff and the answer will find you instead of you finding it.just don't fall in love with

2006-09-11T13:56:00.000+08:00

My confessionsMy mind's totally blanked now thinking of all those things u said to meIf I appeared too laid back pardon me for thatFor you changed my life for the things u did to meU changed my conceptions towards uU changed my feelings tooTell me how do I accept u back after all that happenedIt really took me a lot of courage to accept u as a "friend"For I hate to hate youI don't want to hate

2006-09-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

who needs one hill when you've got TWO??!!damn i really miss watching paul on tv. he's like SG idol 2 mascot. miss those braces!mebbe most of his fans are using prepaid. that's why they couldn't vote much. i voted for him ok.enough of idol fever.im having a bad dierhoa (is tat how u spell it) today. didnt get to sleep much last night. i think it's due to the neverending rounds of eating at seoul

2006-09-04T14:06:00.000+08:00

after one year since i worked there...i finally took an MC!woo hoo!ok, that's quite strange to me cause i hardly get any MC when i visited a doctor. the last time i was sick, it was a public holiday the day after. haha.my tummy was aching badly with a slight headache. thought of going to work but couldnt control the pain so had to return to SengKang and went to the company's doctor. (NTUC doctors

2006-08-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!i don't know why i voted for singapore idol today! damn those marketing strategies!!! hahahaha!i also don't know why my favourite is still paul twohill. I know kental lah... but the way he sang the chinese boyband song is really cute and i have to admit he sang nicer than the other chinese contestants. haha.i also don't know know why BOTH hady and nurul sang Sheila Majid's songs. isn't

2006-08-23T13:29:00.000+08:00

infatuation and love.what's the difference between these two? infatuation is just a simple crush which fades over some time but love stays.but what if the subject of your infatuation turns into something that u miss everyday? is it still stays as an infatuation? or?whats does the above mean? infatuation or love? think about it.

2006-08-16T10:24:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i blogged.Nothing much happened but the talk of the week, i mean last week was the National Day and fireworks display! Catched two of the displays and man it was awesome altho the former one was a bit further as me n my security frens were kinda late going there due to some reasons like janji melayu? haha. but the latter which i watched with my silat peeps was really

2006-08-08T10:56:00.000+08:00

So its been a year...didnt realised that till my manager asked to go to the conference room.. saw a birthday cake with a lil candle on it. i was asking anyone there in the room who's birthday was it... they keep giggling and said no lah its my birthday then whoever birthday was it and wat nots.till my boss came in and say: happy one year to you!i was darn shocked. hahaha. wished that everything

2006-07-30T02:09:00.000+08:00

Here we lay face to face once againthe silence cuts like a knife as we pretendand i'm wonderin who will be the firstto say what we both knowwe're just holding on to 'could have beens'when we should be lettin' goit feels like you're a million miles awayas your lyin' here with me tonightand i can't even find the words to sayi can't find a way to make it rightand we both know that the story's

2006-07-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

Congrats NYP for clinching the OVERALL CHAMPIONS OF IVP 2006!!! woo hooo! well, i've just came back from nyp bout an hour ago. felt like uploading some pics for memoirs of ivp 2006 on my ex-sch's own ground. although i may not be part of silat nyp but was really happy for my fellow pesilats and wish them all the best for the future! and congrats guys!!! woo hoo!.. here's some pics. Trying out

2006-07-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

Pics! Opening ceremonySiapa bilang srikandi melayu tak menawan? hehe Congrats girls! u made NYP proud!Our ganda putra This was Aini's matchMy new specs. hahaha Trying to immitate syaheeeeed's eye but turn out i look too sepet. lol Ni dua orang tak abis2. Ariff n Sub. Eh cute lah ni dua ekor. Mcm kucing erk. Brokeback pushcart? Our mini concertMat2 lepak dlm mrt. Afif muke maintain ah.. hahaha!

2006-07-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

i seriously need the correct directions in my life. i feel so lost. =(

2006-07-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

Do you remember the last time u were admitted in a new school and feel a freshly new study environment awaiting for you?my third time was yesterday.i just realised that the higher education u obtained, the more u had to be independent. from being spoon fed in primary school and being forced to do homeworks in secondary level to having a care-free days in poly with lecturers keep minding you to

2006-07-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

And there it was... THE SCORE! the final score made by mr. Christiano Ronaldo!this was such an interesting match that i've ever watch. rooted for portugal because i've never liked england team and because of C. Ronaldo.and there were my friends who keep critisicing ronaldo especially Hafiz when he said ronaldo's unimportant? like harrow? da kene dolat cos never mentioned that there was such a

2006-06-28T10:08:00.000+08:00

what would you do when u wanted to get in touch with somebody but had no guts to sms or call them?you read their blogs.what would you do when u had nothing better to do when surfing the internet.you read blogs.what would you do when u wanted to know your friends' daily routine and kaypoh-ing about their lives.you read your friends blogs.but now i saw many people switching to "private" blogging

2006-06-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

i woke up with an eye ulcer today. so had no choice but to stick to the nerdy specs.think its all due to last night's movie, silent hill. 4 thumbs up for it, anyone go catch it! its nice, horrid and funny! If you wanna know why, go catch it ok (especially the ghostly nurses part). hehe.went for my daily jogging today after about a week of procrastination and laziness. thought of doing the usual

2006-06-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

i just love to listen to this song, The geek in the PINK. forgot who/which group sang that song but its nice and kinda corny. haha.talking about pink, i've just came back from the NSL finals of Stingrays vs. Vipers. the Pinks (Stingrays) won by 52-44 points. it was such an exciting game with the sporting crowds of the two teams. Next big event will be around December where we invited 3 foreign

2006-06-07T12:34:00.000+08:00

6/6/06was it really the omen day? i did not believe it of course but there were so many bad "omens" happened to me yesterday.1) i wasted my half day leave2) failed my FTT (again. for the fifth time.. #%&*^$&#%*!!!)3) had to buy an umbrella (was raining heavily and forgot to bring one. haha)3) i tripped and sprained my ankle4) some f*cking biker guys laughed at me5) had to endure the rest of the

2006-06-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

i've just discovered a nong nost long lost "bro" today. its just coincidental that i added him during this annoying msn conversation when i was at work. so i just added all of them and ignored the conversation.its been 5 long years since i quitted silat in cekak. i was only sec. 3 back then. was eager to join silat because i've been seeing the silat kids having their training every friday night.

2006-06-02T17:47:00.000+08:00

It is so ironic typing blog entries at work made me awake when i was sleepy but it makes me sleep when i do so at home. why seh.i need to catch X-Men at home today. brings back nostalgic times when i watched it with my cousins when they were lil kids. and when jean grey did'nt have wrinkles on her face. when cyclops look so cute! when X-Men look so kewl (that was how i pronounce it). haha.watched

2006-06-02T17:20:00.000+08:00

Here's where you find out what's the definition of me:Maria Shazwani --[noun]:A person who laughs at anything (even this entry)'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2006-06-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

Singapore Idol fever is finally hitting our little island again!was quite dissappointed with the first group of guys who performed this week. maybe this could be due to the frequent comparisons i've made with the first sg idol contestants. and yeah the voting price is 10 cents higher now. my sis say its because they had another host to pay for. hahahaha! (or it could be the GST). not only that,

2006-05-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

i was on the verge of a post-mortem-huge-crush. it was kinda stupid but the doctor's face can't seem to get out of my mind.what a perfect guy!sigh...i thought today was a dreadful day by waking up so early in the morning to accompany my grandaunt having her monthly check up at CGH. was yawning non-stop like hell. went to take her blood and then had to come back after an hour. wat a day right.so

2006-05-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

another 10 minutes to go before the official time of knocking off. i think my superior thought i had nothing better to do than reading other people's blogs until she had to ask me,"maria, u got things to do or not?". Oops.two of my colleagues are resigning from my work place already. i'm not that sad lah except that i dread knowing new colleagues all over again. they are suffering from what we

2006-05-14T20:24:00.000+08:00

When I grow up...I want to be a teacher. That was what I told my teacher when i was about primary 2. She asked all the pupils to stand up and say what was their ambition.And am already grown up working in the finance area. Where had my ambition gone?Its quite funny when kids told us their ambitions when 10 or 20 years later they found out its not the thing they want to do. Maybe me and my friends

2006-05-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

before i start, I want to wish all mothers in the world a Happy Mother's Day. well, i don't really celebrate the day of course cos mother's day supposed to be celebrated everyday. Right?I've just came back from my friend's birthday party though. Happy 21st Birthday Angelia! Hope you could have everything you've wished for. smiles.anyway, took a day off from work last tuesday to go chill and take

2006-05-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

exhausted.the first word that comes in mind when i reached home. and hungry. frustrated. devastated. illustrated. sagjksagdjhgted. nuff said.went down to east coast with the silat mates. being a singaporean who had spent her 21.42 years in this tiny island and yet she got lost in a place called Geylang. funny right. anuar and rad keep cursing me all the way.the day was fun filled with activities.

2006-05-01T00:52:00.000+08:00

Elections Fever.the once in fourfive years opportunity is finally hitting our little island. but too bad yours truly can't participate in it and she had to wait till she's 25 when she finally has the chance (that is IF her place has two or more participating parties).anyways my pasir ris-punggol PAP GRC is fighting over votes with SDA (I don't even know that there's a party named SDA). I was

2006-04-30T01:31:00.000+08:00

damn. this blogger is damn screw up. been a few days since i tried to publish an entry here and i just plan heck care and when i tried to log in again, it screws up! @!#$%^&!that's why i went to friendster blog and wrote my entry there instead. haha, unfortunately there was a person who read it and replied to me. thanks for the opinion but i don't think i should tie my stomach in order to control

2006-04-24T17:18:00.000+08:00

I can't believe i'm actually typing on this keyboard when my eyes are closed. I was asleep! during working! guess i should cut down watching movies/videos late at night. I totally had no life!Back to Monday, working from 9-6. The next day its the same thing again and again and again. Worked at Toa payoh sports hall on Sat. Not really working, its more like helping out with the event. Only had a

2006-04-20T15:18:00.000+08:00

NETBALL SUPER LEAGUE 2006Come and enjoy the exciting games of Netball! FREE admission (on first come first serve basis). 5 local teams are participating; Sharks (21 & Under Squad), Mannas, Marlins, Stringrays, Vipers and Thailand Netball Team, Bangkok Arowanas!This is the first time Bangkok Arowanas taking part in our major event! Not only know how to Thai Boxing, the girls will surely put up an

2006-04-20T14:55:00.000+08:00

Headache and me.Been working late 2 days straight and waking up early in the morning the day after. This invites headache to sit warmly in my head while I can only hope to find panadols and swallow them nicely. But the panadols are gone!!! f*ck now i don't know how to get rid these headaches away.I'm writing this booolsheet out of boredom.